oh how many storms
i've punched through
seen the rooftops
of buildings where i did or didnt
have sex
if i go
will u care even a little?
because i'm going
and u can just sit
and watch
while i go
for real this time
cuz u were not worth
the many times i've held my breathe
been close to death
been knocked to the core
been force-fed jagged little pills
which i pray for
a counter-affect to
a day in my favor
a situation i could savor
for days
i could play any game u want me to
but i wont