Things are confusing, I feel like I'm walking a DUI- check line, can't walk straight and I'm stumbling. I can't see clearly and waiting for it to be over. It's not fair how things played out. Things seem like they'll never get better. I'm not talking teen depression here, I'm talking trials & tribulations. Black clouds cumulate overhead and I'm struggling to get out the rain and the dark. It's strange, I feel there's nothing left. And no one can help, no one even really knows. I'm tired. I'm tired of constantly fighting with Dracula & losing, & continually fucking losing.