I'm aching, severed from the
Eternal
Every word I speak is empty
It drones in my head
& I don't recognize my own voice
You act like ur cooler than me
But maybe it's true
Maybe ur too cool
(But I knew that already)
So I listen
To the rain, the trees, the vibration
Of sound
My therapy--
Wanting something like
An indication that too, was forseen
This too, shall pass
Else I'm envying all the ones that could
Find a way
Stronger, smarter, whatever
I'm feeling like u could crush me
But I'm not in love
I'm not, I'm not, I'm not