I've had big dreams
When I might as well have traded it for
A dreamless sleep
I want to be engaged in someone
In the goodness of their soul
Not just simple folly
To share in long loving conversation
Of making things good
Of making ourselves good
Lately I've been feeling
Like I have no desire to "party"
To live in that wild without-restraint manner
Just to enjoy some free emotion
A benevolent calm and fluidity
Of being in it with someone
Knowing it's worth-while, secure, sexy
Enjoy some good food in the company
Of a timely soulmate
There's so many obstacles
But there's also hope