closer happ
[Dec. 24, 2012 - happ]

what it's like to be by myself
finally, what it's like to not want a man
right away or anytime whatsoever

it has the ambiance of freedom
the i.v. string the size of michigan
i was hoping you'd be hopeful

i'm belonging to myself, first time
and ever, because i haven't feared the devil
and all my good condition; please let it be

but I am pleading with the silence
i have been for rounds and one road was extra special
there's a happy new year for me somewhere

it says

i hope it's not only for a night
did i mention your absence, your silence
has left me like a dying goat

for days now

abandoned

x / o

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