even the devil would have had
mercy on me by now
noise, noise, it is my head
all my curcuits are noise
and all my dreams are curcuits
being cut down, i am sure of nothing
i'm in down to my neck
it hurts that we dont talk
i wish all the stars well
i wish my life had been different
it is a dark night
i thought i was over
the dark night
i got the Wolf sleeping under my chin
moments to moments
it's not something i can handle
i dont want to be in this existence anymore
it's hell with pictures of more hell
i hope it's not too long of a phase
i hope it is just a phase
i hope it gets better
even now
even now
even now
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i just want my happy ending
if it's possible to have
let me get it