i'm bleeding like markers
they're color is red and yellow
i imagined it like that too
i wouldnt've known anything
i wouldn't have known none of it at all
i wouldn't worry about you
i'm the one to worry about
but maybe it's not our trout
when i come out with the whites
was it a thing to be thankful about?
i say as long as they're happy
but i'm wrong
what do we thank God for without being selfish?
i love my God like I love my pain, only cuz maybe
eventually it will cease
i dont want my steps too be too random
they say then that is not free will
but what if i am willing to relinquis the control
just cuz I know there's a God
and he's fit to save
what do i work for without having it?
I'm tired of the pain
i dont think you can explain it
to anyone
i hope i dont have to explain all of it
maybe it will be love
maybe i can feel it afterall
but it's all a wish
all on sky 9
with the grown up top down
all making it
all while making it
i cant pretend i want to know the feelings