closer dying
[Feb. 09, 2014 - dying]

it's pouring snow
i cant even mask my own
stupid mistakes
it's stupid to think about this
the roads are filled with snow

so i cried several months
and last night
and this morning
but it's been a while

i thought you'd come
but it's so frustrating
how-- u never do!

i can't close down my life tho
how can i move forward
after all i've been thru?

i'm dying inside again
but maybe i wont die this time either
i'm ready to begin my life over
i'm ready to start anew

sometimes all i really want to know is
who made it okay to play with my feelings?

x / o

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