I long for your
affections
and your explanations
your examinations
and the opinions ur operate on
i wanna know
with my head clear
with my head fucked up
the summer was coaxig
me miles away from my own
doorway
i had pictures of you up
not everywhere cuz i dont
make shrines
and only have for stupid boys
alex
and brendan
and now JL? well barely
rarely, and not really
it's only a shrine if it turns
out that neither of us really
do like the rain, we get alongn
and things go as planned
there's no fundamental reason
to feel insecure anymore
i just wanna start my life over
today seems like a good day to begin
new month, new everything