In a way
A dreamy way
I'm living on borrowed breathe
I'm blue with doubt
Blue and restless
Like I can't jump outta myself
Outta the screen
Outta the scene
Like I could..
Fall into the pieces
In a Beethoven piece
Where it goes up again
Then come the violins
And I wouldn't have to remind you
Of how u let me down
How it lost ground for me
And what I had to see and be
I am weary
I am tired
And I want you to know
...You hurt me the worst.