It doesnt mean u will suffer the perdition, but whatever the dealing will be, it will not be a time of pleasantries, so to speak.
It will not be a time of birth, but of death, not of fruit, but of roaches and bugs and lice and shitty shit shit.
It will be a time of further dealing,
further dealing, after further dealing
when the trial never ends, or extends
into tribulation
turbulence, invalid child
I was the invalid one.
Illegitimate Children Of God.
Some will be hurt by the second-death, but the under-achievers, not the over-comers, will be the ones suffering the perdition
The cowardly will be judged first.
NOT TO SAY THIS;
that violence or abuse is anything good,
but the riches and fruit of pain always feels like strength
it's not purgatory
It's God's righteousness, carried out
So we should take this as or admonition, to live glorious in the land, among the people, no one brings charges against you, please be aware folks, it takes the stength and bravery only the Spirit can re-create in you, restore in you, revive in you, and in this world there is grief, anxiety, sadness, panic; but there is also thrill, excitement, entertainment, revolutions, kindness, meekness, loyalty, honor.
Which side do u chose, really?
because u think satan's kingdom will
be a party, partly-- yes---
But it is a lake and not an ocean, praise the Lord. Some will never change or wanna change, some will deny God even when he comes to rule openly on the earth, there is nothing God can do for you, if you'd rather participate in hatred, evil, revenge, malice, strife, envy, instead have; reconciliation, familiarity, fun, deep breaths and sighs of relief.
I guess it all did matter to me.
But when, if ever, will it matter to u?
I guess if u were truly a family man,
it would make sense that i respond--
so frequently, call so many times, just to rhyme--- and without reason.
I will stop.
smoking cigars
Bing eating
Dieting
reg coffee
sodas
weed
anything other than wine and champagne
narcotics
distracting de-evolving thoughts, decapating destructive thoughts
define concise thorough thoughts
Whats gonna happen to me
today without cigarettes
tomorrow without food
tuesday without weed
wednesday, hump day
wow
i cant get over
how self-obsorbed i felt
call call hang out
neglect? NO!
I couldnt face myself
if i had done that, thanks.
IN all actuality, we all have burdens to bare. And we all have concerns, probems, issues, habits, qualities that aren't so good wretched and drenched in angery bloodshed also
I apologize dearest Lord, for every part of me that isnt saturated with you yet i just want to feel, fucking cool and freesh and breezy so cover me gently
kill me softly
and in all the ways that matter,
i will acknowledge you
and whoever else helped me.