Waiting for u.. You're inside, so much of it is like this.. Me feeling like I wouldn't deserve you. It seems I'm lacking these days; words, convictions, good days without a drug or alcohol. I want to be saved, more than ever. I'm not crazy-- life is fucking crazy. And it should stop to let me breathe once in a while. Hard to fucking enjoy, so much on my plate.. Job, you, me, life, everything. I just wanna be okay.. And with you (one day)